18 Apr 2012
16 Apr 2012
Forever promising to update more regularly and always not lasting more than a week... I'm not too happy with where i am in life at the moment, my job isnt to my liking and my relationship seems to be going downhill. Thing is, i really dont know how to change any of that. I dont want to quit (yet) however i know that the job is not anywhere near what i want to doo in the future... Relationship wise, i feel pretty helpsless. I dont think an of my actions could change the status quo.
10 Apr 2012
She's electric
Kind of wish I had the stamina to post images of the way I dress (nearly wrote "address" instead of "i dress") .. because, you know, at some point in time I would like to be a ...stylist - as stupid as that may sound. I guess I've stuck to my guns and still believe that the way we look is not simply superficial - but a way of communicating and a self expression. Want it or not, our appearance is going to be interpreted to some extend.
I suddenly started feeling really dizzy, like I haven't eaten/slept - whereas i've done both these things plentiful.
Here is a photo from my last folio for your enjoyment, I gathered having photos in blog posts makes them generally more interesting.
9 Apr 2012
Time to write
I figured ive been absent for long enough and its time to blog more frequently, even if it isnt too extensive. Hope ill stick to it for a little long than i have so far.
28 Aug 2009
Collective animals
I went to the Design Act exhibition/festival yesterday in Moscow. It was interesting, although they didn't have as many things there as I have expected - I remember saying things like "That's an interesting/clever idea" fairly often, however not so much at the actual exhibition but more at the Design Market . In one of the articles about the exibition, it read: "I's usually not one person that invents something new, rather several people invent a similar thing all over the world at around the same time. There must be some sort of Collective Consciousness where ideas grow and mature". Wikipedia defines it as:
"Collective consciousness refers to the shared beliefs and moral attitudes which operate as a unifying force within society." - Not quite the same thing the article meant.
Well that got me thinking just how often I experienced that Collective Consiousness - no, Im not trying to say Im a great inventor, its much simpler than that. Whenever I start liking something, not long after I do, everyone suddenly seem to be into the same sort of thing, even people that I've never had any contact with (say, people whos blogs I read but never comment).
Even simply when I find a band a like (Florence and the Machine, for example) and within months they get Brit Awards and I hear them on the radio in Russia!
Or:
I get sick of shimmery eyeshadow and wish there was more matts on the market. Before I know it, Revelon and Pupa have a new "matt perfection collection"... It's weird.
Sometimes I think that, possibly I just get brainwashed unconsiously and in reality all those things were popular before I found out about them/started liking them.
Or maybe Im a very good entrepreneur?
"Collective consciousness refers to the shared beliefs and moral attitudes which operate as a unifying force within society." - Not quite the same thing the article meant.
Well that got me thinking just how often I experienced that Collective Consiousness - no, Im not trying to say Im a great inventor, its much simpler than that. Whenever I start liking something, not long after I do, everyone suddenly seem to be into the same sort of thing, even people that I've never had any contact with (say, people whos blogs I read but never comment).
Even simply when I find a band a like (Florence and the Machine, for example) and within months they get Brit Awards and I hear them on the radio in Russia!
Or:
I get sick of shimmery eyeshadow and wish there was more matts on the market. Before I know it, Revelon and Pupa have a new "matt perfection collection"... It's weird.
Sometimes I think that, possibly I just get brainwashed unconsiously and in reality all those things were popular before I found out about them/started liking them.
Or maybe Im a very good entrepreneur?
26 Aug 2009
Unwashed and somewhat slightly dazed
I guess it wasnt such a bad idea starting a new blog, Im dying of loneliness and thoughtless thoughts (paradox...)
Interesting thing, David Bowie songs are currently making me feel rather depressed, even if they are upbeat. I love Unwashed and Somewhat Slightly Dazed. Reminds me of the trips to school in the morning, sitting on the train, looking at trees/people/houses/roads/cars/houses/train stations... going past the window. Just realized how appropriate the title of that song is, in terms of my current situation. Well - I will shower in twenty minutes or so.
I have such cold hands - and feet.
- tosser
- n
- terms of abuse for a masturbator
Synonym(s): jerk-off, wanker - someone who throws lightly (as with the palm upward)
- terms of abuse for a masturbator
- (http://dict.tu-chemnitz.de)
Someone who throws lightly? What do they mean with that?
Yes, so another reason i started this blog is because my spelling has been a mess lately, I need the practice.
Jesus, what is happening? Why have I become so melancholic?
As in wholes...
Hopefully you wont die of boredom.
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